Sunday, May 3, 2009

Go with the Flow

Yesterday was a long day, but a good day. We started with our first Dr.'s appt after starting the Follistim. As you've seen from Chris' post, we had 2 good sized follicles that they measured, 2 other ones, and some small ones that Dr.Wilshire said will start growing each day as we continue on the meds. He seemed pleased with how things were going. My labs came back fine and we continue on our same dosage.

I'm really trying to focus in on just being at peace with where we are in the process and being in the now. No worries to what lies ahead and efforts to judge whether or not we're in the ideal spot in the process. Just letting it go into the hands of our Father and trusting that whatever happens, whenever it happens is exactly as He planned it. If He is in charge of it (as He is) then I know that the outcome is the best for us. He knows what He's doing. And what a relief it is to fix my eyes on that. What good is worrying anyway? It brings nothing but stress and heartbreak. It is wonderful to just relax and go with the flow!

Next we were off to Kansas City for Julie Bookless' (now Julie Wood) wedding. On the way we stopped and had lunch with The Banks. It was good to catch up with them and just talk. We were able to reminisce about their late dog Rusty and share stories about our dogs. We talked about his job hunt and the boys. All in all a very good 2 1/2 hours with family.

Then it was off to the wedding. They, of course, got married, which is the most important. Julie looked gorgeous and the ceremony was beautiful. It was great to be a part of their special day and we wish them all the best with God's blessings for their marriage!

1 comment:

Em said...

Amy, we will be praying for you guys as you start this adventure again. Thanks for blogging about it, so we know specific prayers.
Em